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16.5.06
02:26

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Blogged by.. xSs @ 02:26

Slowly walking towards the counter, i imagined life the normal way as it is. It's been 4 years since i've checked in into this suite of nocturnal glory (Gee nocturnal glory? Sounds funny ahah)and now i've made a decision to end my stay. It's been great, but i needa get back to what i'm used to be. A smile greeted me from behind the counter as i hesitate to voice out my intention of checking out. Nevertheless i take in deep breaths and proceed with the processes.

Isn't it a sudden measure? Cold turkey, i'm ending my nocturnal life abruptly. Sad to say, i'm already used to this. Forcing myself to get out is hard but i had to do this. I'm beginning to capture the air of loneliness around me as the peace and stillness at this dead hour consume me. Is this the right decision? Why change?

Don't ask me that question. The action that i execute can be mysterious at times, even i myself don't get it. If changing helps in piecing up the complex puzzle, so be it. There's so much to unravel. There's so little time. All i wanted is to understand myself. Why is doing that sooo hurting?

Since i've made up my mind, there is no way that i'm gonna go back and reset my decision. I've learn to really think carefully before doing anything just in case its gonna scar me for the rest of my life. Whether its right or wrong, i won't know for sure.

Checking out......the bill is expensive. It cost me daytime with additional reduction of social interaction. How am i suppose to regain all of that? Daytime isn't a problem huh....but social interaction? I can stare at the ceiling for as long as i want to and still won't reach an answer.

Sigh, lets move on to something else. This is too mind consuming and i don't have time to solve the puzzle. Ok.....what about then? How about honesty? Yeah honesty sounds great....though i don't have much to write about it.

Honesty is a value that resides in us. Collabration with truth obviously,coz without honesty there's no truth in words. But don't you think being too honest could just lead to disaster?

You are in a provision store. Your friend pocketed a chocolate bar and signal to you. Keep quiet, lets get out of here. Here's when honesty strikes.

a) You being the honest guy, decided not to entertain this fool. You reported him to the owner. Your friend is pissed off. What kinda friend are you? He hates you to the core for getting him into trouble, and tell everyone about it. You are too honest, people just dun wanna befriend you coz there's no fun in it. For example...they decide to play a prank on someone......and you being so honest tell that person...spoiling all the plan. But isn't that a good thing? Hahaha confusing.....but spoiling the fun isn't that great huh?

b)No one saw it aniwae except you. So lets go...but oops. Owner caught both of you, you get into trouble too coz you collabrated with your friend. Soooo in trouble. In an attempt to save your friends from trouble, in the end both of you ended up in this big pile of shit. Serve you right? Is that the way to help a friend?

Ahh never mind..there is a lot of version out there to depict honesty. I dun care how it is...it would still be the same duh. Honesty is like a multiple choice question. Right and wrong are decided by you. Well would you wanna trigger honesty if you cheat in your examination and get full marks for it? It benefit you....and being honest would not only erase those marks...you might get expelled too? So are you still gonna do it? Stick with the positive values and getting screwed? OMG BUT OF COURSE...if you stick to honesty in the first place......you won't be cheating in the first place. HAHAHa....gosh.....no comments...i'm stuck right now.....can't think.

BUT....what if you were waiting for the bus at the bus stop? You look around....and whats that on the floor? a $100 note! Well since you insist on being honest....you know that is not yours...nooo don't pick it up! (Has this gotta do with honesty? NO IDEA ahahaha but just bear with the crappiness). What an ass.....as much as i'm honest (OoOh am i? Hehehe :P) i won't be stupid enough to let that money get picked up by other people. MINE! MINE! WOOT! Thats luck .....yeahh i can buy my hard drive then yay.

Ok...lets see what i'm gonna do if i stumble upon a wallet. First of all...i check the content. If its loaded with money.....dammit screw honesty...AHAHAH! If its not...hmmm why not be a good citizen and hand it over to the police? :P Yep you can see that i triggered honesty only after analysing the situation...as in is it worth being honest at that point of time?

Oh well..but if you were the one who lost that wallet...you wish that people would be honest and return it to you. Pissed off huh? Thats lots of money in there....come on return it back to me! Well if i lost my wallet.....i know for a certain that i won't get it back. I assume most people are like me...so yeah they are gonna keep my money.....can only depend on a small percentage to obtain it back.

The world lacks honest people and its the truth ahahaha. I can try....but as usual...pointless...there's no way i'm gonna be that honest and lose out. OMG.....but isn't honesty a value that we should uphold? Errhhhmmm......never mind....i dun wanna think about it.

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